Archive for the ‘On my mind or heart’ Category

With a Sword at my Throat, It’s all for the Good

Tuesday, August 31st, 2010

A person is where his thoughts are
If he thinks how to ascend then he is in ascension
If he thinks how to ascend then he is in ascension

your entire life path is predetermined, cascading as cause and consequence from above
from above, it is not determined if you are good or bad – everything you do is from above
that is not where good and bad can be found
Unity Day July '10

No Body Hates Me ~ and I Love Everyone = How?

Wednesday, August 18th, 2010

My yoga teacher and this young californian metaphysics/spiritual guy that I watch his videos on youtube, they both agree that we create our own reality, that what we perceive – focus on, that is what will manifest in our lives.

however, how do we know what to perceive in order to make things turn out for the best for everyone, so that no one hates me or wants to kill me and I feel good? I want more comfort, i want to know the future, i want perfect health, i want all the world to be fed and to have clothes and to have jobs and for everyone to have ipods and plenty of free time.

really now, how can we know what to want? how can we know what will bring the best outcome? do lottery winners end up happy? usually not. look it up. do rockstars with all the women and drugs, do they not fall into pits of despair? they do.

we are like babies before the vastness of of the galaxy, of the universe, walking around looking cool in our new sunglasses, or looking fat in this t-shirt – i mean in billions of years and billions of miles and here we are spending most of the day with our mind stuck on pettiness or small thoughts.

so a baby watches mommy and she wants to be close to her, uses her baby spoon like mommy uses her mommy spoon and baby watches daddy and he pretends to drive like daddy and he takes his wooden steering wheel and he pretends to drive. and his smart parents don’t say, “oh baby, you are sooo stupid, you are not really driving” – no, these games are the way the baby grows, these games, these mimics – these build models in the baby’s mind, in her muscle memory, the foods, the smells, through them the baby learns to relate feeling safe to certain smells and certain songs.

So now we are grown up and we are still like babies in relation to the vastness of the universe, what games can we play with the upper one, with the universe, or with whatever power is lifting the sun in the morning? that is blowing the waves across the ocean?

Comes the Zohar, not a book, in the regular sense of a book, but a game manual – stories, filled with stories – games, relating how this connects to this and this goes here and that cascades from there to here and we get inside of it, try these games inside of our imagination and a baby who used a stupid wooden steering wheel now pilots an airplane and the kabbalist who drooled like a foolish idiot through pages and pages of seeming nonsensical impressions from the maker, from the the ‘grown-up’, the kabbalist acquires the qualities of the infinite.

Eternal Reality

Tuesday, August 10th, 2010

Seth n YuvalLaitman: We exist in an eternal and unchanging reality. All we do is attain it in relation to ourselves. This is much like an unconscious person who gradually regains consciousness. He is in the same reality but does not perceive it. Bit by bit, he reestablishes his perception. This is what happens to us as well.

Perceiving Realtiy

Monday, July 12th, 2010

What is revealed and what is concealed. It is all out there, only part of it I feel with my 5 senses.
However, there are phenomenon outside of me that I don’t even know exist. Like suddenly something happens and i don’t know why and I don’t know the connections between things, how this led to that, etc.
There are many forces.
There are things I can reveal slowly and there are other things I don’t even know that I can reveal. Scientists and aboriginal people show us that senses can be expanded. To feel something before it happens, or to smell disease, to see like a hawk, etc.

There are 5 additional sense – five more than what we have now, that kabbalists call keter, chochma, bina, z”a and malchut. And you perceive with them… you exit outside of yourself – you are not limited by what you can absorb, but by how you expand – the purpose, the goal outside of you and you can understand what is happening, what is operating on you in that higher dimension. To reveal the purpose of creation… what is it all for – leaving corporeal limitations, above time – space, up – down, right – left, backwards – forwards. Cause and effect are completely different.

I’m on the path, on the track. There are no enemies, only helpers.

From within something happens. If it comes from intellect, you are filling your brain, you are not developing new senses.

The stages are like a baby growing learning to perceive the world – but you need a lot of mind and a lot of emotions. You need to build inner models, inner approximations – advancing from one state to the next.

5:30 a.m. anecdote

Thursday, July 1st, 2010

I poured milk ino the instant coffee you made- so Israeli, and so tacky. The first time you made me coffee, you made it the way you drank it at home, with Cardamom and in a small brass pot.
You opened the door and I walked downstairs. “When I get home (3:23am) I will record a demo of the new song for Monday.” You look back at me with your hand under your t-shirt, scratching your hair chest and say, “Yalla, there’s no time in spirituality”.

I can only laugh. And the donkey I’m riding is so buzzed on coffee and sleep deprivation right now, but by 5a.m. the song is demo’d. It’s called New Glasses. It starts beautiful and sensitive and ends still sensitive, but not after being a little crass.

final verse:

I get my infrastructure by the way of the masses
Who pardon me for saying their heads are lower than their asses
I want to thank you guys for these new glasses
It’s only by your power that I’ll get myself past this
It’s only by your power that I’ll get myself past this

All the World’s Problems are Israel’s Fault 6/31/2006

Thursday, June 3rd, 2010

All the World’s Problems.mp3

Aim Your Heart

Thursday, May 20th, 2010

One does much
One does little
As long as you aim your heart at the middle
This must be some kind of higher guidance
In a time of realization
It’s our liberation

Everything comes from above
Except our love
And everything depends on this

Everything is at Hand (8/1/2006)

Tuesday, May 4th, 2010

Everything is at Hand.mp3

Chew on This

Monday, March 22nd, 2010

In these cases, it’s possible to apply an external force in order to overcome the mutual repulsion. This will force one quality to enter inside the other. Yet, even then, both qualities will still continue to exist. For example, we can mix liquids together by way of vibration, or cause metals to merge together by way of fusion. This produces different types of metal alloys that are soft or hard, malleable or rigid, as well as the type that can be made into thin sheets. However, this is not true unification.

In spirituality we have to attain true unity between opposite qualities. We don’t yet understand what this means. This isn’t just simply taking a little bit of Malchut and a little bit of Bina and mixing them so they would exist side by side. Spiritual unity is when each one helps the other and each enters inside the another. The qualities of Bina penetrate the qualities of Malchut, and the qualities of Malchut enter Bina. Thus, they exist together, complementing each other for the sake of attaining a mutual goal.

The Heart

Wednesday, March 10th, 2010

Things that come from the heart   enter the heart           (4x)

Our world exists below the speed of light

My friends stay up and study all night

I’m not hiding – just waiting on you

To come and put your dress on.

A simple girl becomes a queen

A little boy wakes from his dream

First you hate me then you love me

Things that come from the heart enter the heart           (4x)

I want to lift 2 million pounds

I want to feel you all around

New York is kissing the world

Come on world

Come on world

Come on world come on world

Come on world come on world

Things that come from the heart enter the heart           (4x)